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I Don’t Fucking Care Anymore

Like what someone told me, I don’t have to live to please others, and vice versa, they don’t have to live to please me. Most important is I have to 对得起自己.

If that is the way they want it to be, so be it.

I don’t fucking care A.N.Y.M.O.R.E.

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I Am A Hufflepuff!

If you read Harry Potter, or even just watched the movie, you will know what I mean. Hehehe.

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

Although I am a little disappointed that I am not a Gryffindor like Harry, Hufflepuff is not that bad too. At least I am in the same house as handsome Cedric. Hahahaha!

I just started reading the final book of Harry Potter, and have read in alot of places of the endings and such. But I still wanna finish it. Because I love Harry Potter!

Hehehe!

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Another Random One

The past week has really been tiring, but fruitful. Been staying out late every night at Xen. Made new friends, maybe enemies too hahahahha. Definitely learnt alot. D laoshi and I laoshi are really helpful, and gave me alot of tips on how to improve myself. I managed a dance with handsome LB too! Though it wasnt too good, because I did not quite manage to follow well. He was very forceful, and led well, but he said he couldn’t feel my tension. It’s really not easy being the girl lor. So many things to remember! Listen to music, feel the guy’s tension and give back the same amount, lock arms on the right count, remember the footwork, relax arms when it is necessary. How to do so many things at one time???? I still have a looooong way to go before I can call myself ‘not bad’.

*****

Haven’t been spending much time at home. Been neglecting Mum and Elfie. Poor dog has been rather lonely, I think. I must love him more and bring him for more walks, though he doesn’t really quite like being out.

Mum has her own activities. She has been giving Chinese tuition to some ACS boys on a voluntery basis, some of her church’es activities. Which is good, since she needs to exercise her brains, kekekeke. I just hope she teaches the right things, because I know the syllabus nowadays is very different from my time, not to mention Mum’s time.

加油 Mummy!

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Received an sms from someone I don’t wish to hear from yesterday. I don’t understand why. Can’t these people just forget about it and move on? Maybe it’s just me.

My past 2 relationships have been coming back to haunt me every now and then. One keeps feigning illness and putting suicide on the agenda; the other can’t make up his mind whether he hates me or still loves me. One decided to ‘die’ one day, and suddenly felt alive again the next; the other hurled verbal abuses one day, and claimed that he remembers every single day we spent together on another.

I am absolutely very happy with the life I have now. Move on you jerks.

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I have been thinking whether I should take up a more intensive course for Salsa. But, they are not letting me choose my own modules. But there are some things that I want to learn, and some that I am not so keen to. I am paying for it leh, why can’t I choose leh?? Got exam some more.

Must think about it before I jump into it.

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Salsa tonight again! Do I still have a life?

Hee.

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Armpit Hair

Had been having late nights for the past week. Work for the first half, Salsa for the second half. Reached home almost at 2+am every night.

Lack of sleep has caused me to be badly dehydrated. Must drink more water. That must be the cause of my pimples as well. Lots of them popped out, and are not subsiding yet. Sob sob.

Yesterday was attempting to pluck my armpit hair. How on earth do people do it??? Usually, I will shave, just for convenience sake. Of course, shaving will leave stubs. If I can bear the length and wait for them to grow long enough, I will wax them off along the way when I go for my hollywood wax. Which reminds me, I haven’t gone for a long time.

So yesterday, just to make sure that I have clean armpits, I tried to pluck them out, hair by hair. Really, I must say again, how on earth do people do it????

I started with my left armpit. I had to lift my left arm, tilt my head downwards, try to look for the short hair stubs, aim properly, and try to pluck them out. I tell you, it is a damn tiring chore! I had to stop like every 2 minutes, because my head was so sore from tilting and trying to see the stubs, and my left arm was tired from being lifted up in that position. So I took like half an hour trying to clean my left armpit of hair, and I tell you, I really don’t have much, so half an hour is really a very long time for those hair.

Now here come the real challenge – my right armpit. Every girl will know that it is easy to paint your left fingernails, but not your right fingernails, because most of us are right handed. It is the same theory. Holding the tweezer with my retarded left hand, lifting my right arm, tilting my head, and trying to pluck those hair, is quite impossible for me. By my second try, I was already perspiring all over, and Mum was sitting across me, laughing her head off watching me. I succeeded in pulling only like 3 stubs, before I couldn’t take it anymore, and gave up.

So I plucked my left armpit, and shaved my right armpit. Don’t be surprised if you see one side clean, and one side with stubs. You should know why.

And don’t laugh. Try it yourself, and you know what I mean.

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It’s About Salsa, Again…

I missed Wednesday’s class so I went to attend yesterday’s class, which coincidentally was taught by WH laoshi. And no prize for guessing what he taught for intermediate class – my most hated CBLT, with a little bit of variation.

I chatted a little with look-like-little-girl-but-actually-not-so-little girl, and she joked that since I stay so nearby, I should be going home later than her, because she stays further away. So I should only leave at 11pm, if she could only leave at 10.30pm. Bleah!

Few people stayed back for social dancing after class. Fave instructor had to stand in as temp recep, because Em was off yesterday, so I couldn’t dance with him. WH laoshi grabbed me for a dance (which left me breathless, he apologised after that, laughing that he was abit crazy yesterday) before he went off for his dinner-supper, and Uncle J was dancing with his student. So I sat and watched.

Bachata music was playing and guy-with-Einstein-hair grabbed me for a dance. I quite dread it, because I know he doesn’t have a good reputation in Xen. Nevertheless, it was my first bachata social dance, and I was determined to do it well. But guess I did not pass him, because when the next 2 Bachata songs played, he grabbed look-like-little-girl-but-actually-not-so-little girl instead. Oh well, nevermind, I will keep working on it. Next time, I will grab fave instructor, because I think he does it really well kekekeke.

Since I had no partner, I danced Bachata myself in front of the mirror. Shadow came down from her semi-pro class, and saw me doing it. She had attended the Bachata class that I missed and was telling me how she enjoyed doing it, and how easy she thought it was. But then, when she saw me doing it, she said that actually she did not really know how to tilt her hips. I asked her to show me, and, really, she couldn’t do it. And so, I spent the next 10minutes trying to teach her how to do it. Hope I helped…

As it got later, I guess there were no more people walking in, fave instructor came up, and asked me for a dance. I think I did not do so well, because I knew it when I moved wrong, and I looked at him. He just smiled and said ‘ I am not saying anything.’ Bah!

Look-like-little-girl-but-actually-not-so-little girl came up and saw me still there, and she laughed, saying that I really listened to her. Bah! So we left together, sharing a cab. She invited me to go bowling tonight, with the other students and instructors. Guess it is a good chance for bonding, huh?

Going for social dancing tonight, and off to bowling after that. It’s gonna be a long night!

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放下了

I had been very 钻牛角尖 about certain things recently. To the point that I nearly gave up something I was very passionate about. Maybe PMS and mental stress from work added on to it…

After some persuading, some scolding, and some encouragement from my dear friends, I managed to sort my thoughts out. At least I thought so 🙂

One of them said, it’s not the 想不开, but more of the 放不下. True, I had been thinking and thinking of how others looked at me, what they said about me. I minded too much of their opinion of me. To the point that I started to doubt myself.

Another one said, why should I bother about those people who may not even be doing the right thing themselves, and do not have the expertise, nor are they in the position to criticise others? What is most important is, I should know better myself of what I am doing, and should be choiceful of whose opinions I should take seriously.

Yet another one said, I am too harsh and impatient on myself. I should be more positive, and keep on working on what I love to do. It doesn’t matter whether it takes another 1 year, or even 10 years, as long as I enjoy the process of learning.

My dear Bubbles also said, it’s not only the learning process that is enriching to me, but also the bonding that it brings to us, the togetherness that we enjoy.

I have thought it over. I think I am ok now. I even managed to talk to and joked with the people who ever criticised me before, and think nothing of them and what they said.

So, I guess, I am over it, huh?

我已经放下了。

🙂

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Breathe Rosie Breathe

I almost died from suffocation. Because I tried to hold my breath too long. In order to suppress my frustration, my anger.

First, I had to miss the Bachata class I had been waiting for so long. Nevermind…

Then Boss sent me a big file to print. Nevermind, I print. It was a zip file, and when I opened it, there were like 20 files in it, and each file contained like 15 worksheets, and all the alignments were off, so I had to make sure they were all nicely aligned before I print them out for my fussy Boss.

Then Boss’es nephew came to wait for Boss to go home together. And he kept coming to the copier-cum-printer to copy things. And that interrupted my printing. Nevermind.

Then when they decided that it was time for them to go home, Boss asked if I was done printing.

‘Not yet, boss. Still got alot more to go.’

‘What are you printing, actually?’

‘The file you sent me and asked me to print just now.’

‘What is it actually? Show me.’

So I showed her the thinnest stack of the huge pile I printed.

‘What is all this? I don’t have time to read all this! Stop printing now!’

I just killed 98536478211 trees last night. And I am going to kill them again by shredding them today.

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Outbreak!

Suffering from bad breakout of pimples 😦

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